Friday, October 22, 2010

I've no pics today, feeling totally lousy.
You know what you meant to me, yet you want to make a twisted fact, make yourself believe it's the truth.
I'm tired, i'm sure you are too. Each time we quarrelled, sorrys are just how we end it. Realised, that's how we settle stuffs.
But the problems, they are still there, not solved. The next time we quarrel, we used the same solution and the problems just keep developing.
Know that you are stressed up, so decided not to rebel too much on what you commented. If venting your anger out on me helps to release your burden, let it out, let it all out. Know you are hurt, both of us are. But we didn't make the effort to find solutions, we are just running away, leaving the problems unsolved. Perhaps, running away did temporary release the stress you have been carrying. I'm glad it did. Decided, we shouldn't carry on this mess anymore, it's making our life difficult. Force won't bring happiness. Since this is the case, apply it to our situation. If it really works, why dun we give it a try? Promised i'll never let this relation go away again, but our distance is drifting further apart each day. Realised it or not, it is. Told you, it's not i dun trust you, it's the relationship we are having makes me lost trust. If losing the most simple technic of love makes love gone, then we are gone. Jealousy kills, so stop it. Even if it's really hard sometimes, you have to try. Pick yourself up again, be the real you, that makes life happier.
If it's killing you, it's killing me, because i'm heartbroken to see you heartbroken.

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